The way it should be

I had long since realized the true love does not exist. Everyone is entitled to their opinion and this was mine. You see all the love I did have ended up being a part of some fling, rather then anything committed.Maybe it was my fault? I had done some adult dating and it always amazed me how many adults, didn't act like adults. I went to hug one girl and she told me she don't do that on the first date!

We're all unique I know that but it can be so extreme. So my adult dating experiences had been ok. Physical relations were ok, I had no problem in that department but I never seemed to meet women who felt like me.I knew that love existed I just wondered if it was for me. Perhaps I was destined for other things? Maybe I gave our the wrong vibes? I just didn't know and how could I change that?I decided to experiment a bit.

I wrote down my experiences with adult dating and how I'd acted. I then asked a few friends if it sounded like me. You know? How I imagined me to beThey said that I was more aggressive then I think. Now I know I can be forthright but not to the point of aggression. Having said that, if they think that, maybe the women I meet do too? Maybe that's why things never last?I decided to more careful in future dates. I would watch what I said and I would be more eager to listen then I had in the past.

I would be the first to admit sometimes I act too much on impulse. Over the following weeks I went one a few dates and for the first time I held back. I met some girls on an adult dating site, which wasn't ideal but I felt it would be a good place to test myself.The girl I most liked was the first one I met called Adina. She was a really friendly girl who didn't care so much about money. She even told me she didn't like shopping, which was music to my ears.

We talked about everything from sex to politics. She was a smart girl which was also a turn on for me. I told her about my prior experiences and she said it is rare for people now to be Patient. I didn't know how it would end but up to now all was going well.