The way it should be

I have never tried dating when i was still in my high school days. Well the fact that i am still so afraid of my father and mother that time. I just still felt as well that i am not just ready yet. Though i have this specific someone whom i had a very huge crush with and i know he do too to me as well. We never date maybe because we are just both shy and quite afraid of whom might see me with some guy. But i know we have a mutual feeling for each other. He is my classmate and some of our friends would tell me that he also likes me a lot as well. But sadly we never ended up to be us.

So i went to college and meet this very interesting man that i know would be my very first love. He is just so charming and so good. He is sweet and so caring. I just cant help but fall in love to him. And we do ended up as we. We so love each other and have our first date that only us do know what it was. Avery good experience with him and forever will be here in my heart. We live in one house, share the same bedroom and we ended up a very lovable couple in that time. Though many problems arises and gives our relationship a super twist but we never broke up and still keep on fighting. But this life is not all about us. It just so happen that we cannot grow if we wont end it up when things did become totally wrong. So we just ended up for 3 years and a couple of months.

I am into dating so many guys but nothing in particular that came to be mine. I am hoping to feel in love again but still nobody came into my life. Then came this another guy again. We are dating and then in the long run it ended up to be us. We love each other but he just cant help but to feel for other girls. We have a very long relationship as well. But it must be stop so it just have to.

Then came my fiance now, we are almost into our 4th year and i am so proud that he is the very one who is still here with me and for me. dating could never ever been better if it is not for him. I love him dearly and i hope we wont end up splitting like what i have before.